Day 1, Trust no one

It is the most horrible moment of your life when you wake up and realize your life has been a complete lie. Like when you find out your spouse has cheated, or you have been betrayed by a friend, it is horrible, it is why people shut off from the world. So, I can only do one thing, I can share my experience with others, so hopefully, they will be made aware and take proactive measures with their own children.

Trust absolutely no one with the well being of your children, youth leaders at church, teachers, pastors, friends, family members, their friends, trust absolutely no one. Lesson learned, there are wolves among the sheep, expect everyone to be a wolf since God will not protect your child from the wolves because he is the only one who knows who they are. Right now the truth has been revealed to me about my child doing destructive things with a trusted youth leader at her church, her so called friends? They knew, they too are wolves.

My dreams for my child are crushed, all I worked for, everything I dreamed for my child, every sacrifice, every tear shed, all done in vain. This world is evil, people are evil. "making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil." Ephesians 5:16. 

Now that I know I have failed to protect my child from the wolf, like an agent assigned to protect a dignitary and failed to do so, I am off protection detail, a new agent has been assigned to that position. Heartbroken I have lost my why.

Tomorrow is day 2...